Today has been a good day. So good that I didn't want it to end tonight. That will most probably explain the unsettled feeling I feel as of now, as if I have yet to accomplish what I set out to do for today.
It is funny how I live day by day these days. It is tragic to watch the world spin around their busy lives like how you have done for the past 15 years of growing up. It gets bitter-sweet when you watch happy couples stroll down Orchard Road, photos captioned with "Blissfully Happy" or the likes, or when you hear your really wonderful friends tell you about their partners, and how they feel that he/she is worth keeping by their side.
I met up with two people who played a significant role in my life today. Suddenly it feels like I have stayed put, etched in our history whilst they have moved on with their lives. But have I? Maybe memories keep flooding back, maybe I yearn for those great times again. I am even more convinced that "timing" plays a huge part in every aspect of my life, which continues to mould a character out of me and nudge the cynicism away.
"And I can't sleep....you're so far away from me."
It is funny how I live day by day these days. It is tragic to watch the world spin around their busy lives like how you have done for the past 15 years of growing up. It gets bitter-sweet when you watch happy couples stroll down Orchard Road, photos captioned with "Blissfully Happy" or the likes, or when you hear your really wonderful friends tell you about their partners, and how they feel that he/she is worth keeping by their side.
I met up with two people who played a significant role in my life today. Suddenly it feels like I have stayed put, etched in our history whilst they have moved on with their lives. But have I? Maybe memories keep flooding back, maybe I yearn for those great times again. I am even more convinced that "timing" plays a huge part in every aspect of my life, which continues to mould a character out of me and nudge the cynicism away.
"And I can't sleep....you're so far away from me."