"Will I wash away, turning like a storm? I need a place where I belong..."
I found a place to hide away those tears, those fears, the hurt that comes and goes.
I found a place to seek solace.
Put down the tired mind, the exhausted frame. Fighting an emotional battle with someone so close is draining. Battling one's inner turmoil is exhausting.
How ironic, that I am always welcome into that world of solace, only to realise that I can't hide there forever, but to address the problem myself. Ultimately, the self has to bear all the pain...just to see the sun peeking over the horizon at the end of it all. The pain, the anguish of accepting my own flaw is something I would prefer not to bear, but for the sweet victory at the end of it all, perhaps 2 months is a mere temporary prick in the heart (and ego).
I found a place to hide away those tears, those fears, the hurt that comes and goes.
I found a place to seek solace.
Put down the tired mind, the exhausted frame. Fighting an emotional battle with someone so close is draining. Battling one's inner turmoil is exhausting.
How ironic, that I am always welcome into that world of solace, only to realise that I can't hide there forever, but to address the problem myself. Ultimately, the self has to bear all the pain...just to see the sun peeking over the horizon at the end of it all. The pain, the anguish of accepting my own flaw is something I would prefer not to bear, but for the sweet victory at the end of it all, perhaps 2 months is a mere temporary prick in the heart (and ego).