What happens...when you try so hard, and yet you don't see progress?
What happens...when you wear yourself out, yet you simply cannot succeed because of mere fear?
What happens...when the sport you love so much, becomes an activity you do not look forward to?
What happens...when you will yourself to do it, but your body doesn't respond?
What happens when it all ain't fun anymore?
One week before the competition and I still cannot land my last trick. Where is the team to encourage one another, to push one another, to have fun with? The pressure is immensely crazy, I can't hardly keep myself from falling apart. I've become jaded, I do not feel like trying anymore.
And what do you do, when you know things cannot happen between 2 people?
So many questions. So many, unanswered.
What happens...when you wear yourself out, yet you simply cannot succeed because of mere fear?
What happens...when the sport you love so much, becomes an activity you do not look forward to?
What happens...when you will yourself to do it, but your body doesn't respond?
What happens when it all ain't fun anymore?
One week before the competition and I still cannot land my last trick. Where is the team to encourage one another, to push one another, to have fun with? The pressure is immensely crazy, I can't hardly keep myself from falling apart. I've become jaded, I do not feel like trying anymore.
And what do you do, when you know things cannot happen between 2 people?
So many questions. So many, unanswered.