That's us with Kovit's design collection.
And thus Sports Ball 06'
You know how it feels after a major event has ended - I feel it now - a sudden emptiness within me; nostalgia arises everytime I hear Sexy Back, Promiscuous Girl, Buttons, Downtown etc. on my iTunes, radio wherever.
And after one night of glamour (and 2 months of working towards it), life resumes for me. Does it?
I am emotionally shaken after 2 months of understanding myself and whatever "change" I have gone through. I've discovered a part of myself I've hidden away after year 1, and its back larger than life. Renewed energy drives me on with 5-6 hours of sleep every weekday whilst I squeeze in play, school, exercise and work into my schedule. 5 days of school, 2 days of training and 2 days of part-time work are enough to keep me on my toes. In the midst of this, my mum has become an important source of comfort to me - I love to go home to her, and her home-cooked food. I grew to love conversations with her, I've started discussing relationships with her, and I am pleased to know that she shares the same mindset I have towards relationships and men. She was right in the past to dissaprove of my previous boyfriends because she said they weren't the ones for me - boy, she was so right.
I've started on 2 books, courtesy of Kiat - "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus", and "The Time Traveller". I used to be able to finish books in 1-2 days, but these books have been sitting around for 1 to 2 months, for I was only able to flip a few pages every other day. In summary, I realised I exhibit more of Martian characteristics than Venus despite being a female. Which probably explains why I tend to understand guys better (and thus make really great friends with most of them) than ladies, and why I am so confused when it comes to someone who isn't the typical average guy.
So many questions, unanswered. Or perhaps, I am just afraid to discover the answers.