I can't be Aunt Agony to you all forever. I'm tired, and I'm really tired of sitting there listening and watching you all fall into depression, argue about something trivial, and the same damn thing happens again, and again no matter what I say.
I have my own problems too. This sem ain't a good one for projects.
I'm tired of trying to pull up my own grades and having to bring you along as much as I would love to drop you away.
I'm tired of doing your share of work.
I want to scream at you, but my character doesn't allow me to.
Had a lousy game today. Hmm. I swear my eyes were playing tricks on me, or I was totally totally off focus today. Been trying to reflect on where I went wrong..it resulted only in a blurry haze with lots of painful feelings and confusion. Lots of "why...?" and "i shouldn't have..." as well as "what if...?".
"Don't take it too hard." Because I prided myself in being able to play consistently. Now I'm annoyed at the lack of consistency, simply because of my mental frame. Frankly speaking, I've never ran into so many walls in my music/sporting career...I've never wanted so badly to improve so that I could keep playing. Because now, it has become a matter of who plays better.
Open House today. Plain boring affair.
Comments? Seems like the idea of "pretty" to the 87' girls are all of Von Dutch, teeny-bopper make-up, wind-tossed skirt (the type you wear for clubbing), spaghetti straps and rebonded long hair. For crying out loud, I do hope for the sake of the 85' and above guys, you all change your fashion sense.
Then again, seems like plenty of guys like 'em like that too. Skinny, pale-skinned, over made-up and with that CFM look. Pardon the language.
I have my own problems too. This sem ain't a good one for projects.
I'm tired of trying to pull up my own grades and having to bring you along as much as I would love to drop you away.
I'm tired of doing your share of work.
I want to scream at you, but my character doesn't allow me to.
Had a lousy game today. Hmm. I swear my eyes were playing tricks on me, or I was totally totally off focus today. Been trying to reflect on where I went wrong..it resulted only in a blurry haze with lots of painful feelings and confusion. Lots of "why...?" and "i shouldn't have..." as well as "what if...?".
"Don't take it too hard." Because I prided myself in being able to play consistently. Now I'm annoyed at the lack of consistency, simply because of my mental frame. Frankly speaking, I've never ran into so many walls in my music/sporting career...I've never wanted so badly to improve so that I could keep playing. Because now, it has become a matter of who plays better.
Open House today. Plain boring affair.
Comments? Seems like the idea of "pretty" to the 87' girls are all of Von Dutch, teeny-bopper make-up, wind-tossed skirt (the type you wear for clubbing), spaghetti straps and rebonded long hair. For crying out loud, I do hope for the sake of the 85' and above guys, you all change your fashion sense.
Then again, seems like plenty of guys like 'em like that too. Skinny, pale-skinned, over made-up and with that CFM look. Pardon the language.