After sitting through my PR (Public Relations) tutorial which was a review session for tomorrow's term test, I felt more stressed than ever. It looks like tonight will be another no-sleep night as my life has been for the past week.
Feeling pretty empty within me, now that I have the time to sit down and properly study within the privacy of my own room and all. I hear of people joining committees and having a good time making friends there and stuff, and I reflect upon myself: I had a good one year, why am I still craving for such a busy, crazy lifestyle?
Not very keen about hall stuff now, feeling very off in hall because its so hard to make friends. At least the few in C block and my neighbours are still keeping me alive, though it is so difficult to establish a closeness amongst us because we are so very different in character. Actually, I think I'm just being less friendly and outgoing as I was before; I don't feel inclined to make a conversation with just anybody these days. Like how I'll be pretty happy leaving my phone switched off, leaving my MSN mode away while I sit on my bed/stretch on my gym ball and idle time away just like that. Just like a lazy cat. Except that a cat will be contented with what I am doing now, but I am not.
What the hell. I may as well relish this slack period before the SCPs start piling in next semester. Don't know whether to go for track trials later in the evening. Not feelin' so happenin' these days.
Feeling pretty empty within me, now that I have the time to sit down and properly study within the privacy of my own room and all. I hear of people joining committees and having a good time making friends there and stuff, and I reflect upon myself: I had a good one year, why am I still craving for such a busy, crazy lifestyle?
Not very keen about hall stuff now, feeling very off in hall because its so hard to make friends. At least the few in C block and my neighbours are still keeping me alive, though it is so difficult to establish a closeness amongst us because we are so very different in character. Actually, I think I'm just being less friendly and outgoing as I was before; I don't feel inclined to make a conversation with just anybody these days. Like how I'll be pretty happy leaving my phone switched off, leaving my MSN mode away while I sit on my bed/stretch on my gym ball and idle time away just like that. Just like a lazy cat. Except that a cat will be contented with what I am doing now, but I am not.
What the hell. I may as well relish this slack period before the SCPs start piling in next semester. Don't know whether to go for track trials later in the evening. Not feelin' so happenin' these days.