Its holidays again..another period of idling away time because everyone's schedule is like filled to the brim and I find that even if I want to meet up with my old friends again..nobody seems to have the time. I guess I'm just not trying hard enough myself, but for tomorrow (Monday), its a free day because I've just been cancelled on.
I'm starting to wonder where exactly in Singapore can you have fun or simply find a nice place to relax? I realised my hunt for these places are futile because it doesn't matter where the place is, what matters is the company I've got. What an awakening call. What a startling jolt.
Its rather funny how I start to blog early but end up posting it one hour later or something. The entry may be short, but not every word spells out my exact feeling deep down inside. The pain I feel inside is too searing, a cut too deep to ever close unless a miracle happens to me.
I kept thinking back to the June, admist all the camps I've worked in and Sports Camp itself, I wonder when I will ever gain back the self-confidence, the pure joy and madness I have exhibited and the wonderful stir in my heart back then. Because all of those that made up a happy me seems to have been lost over the span of slightly less than 5 months.
I wish I could show more appreciation to the encouraging words that have been tagged and spoken to me, I wish I could heed them all and I really do wish everything will all be fine as everybody says. But thank you to all those who care for me, thank you to those who tried to make time to listen to me.
Tomorrow marks the end of exams for even more people I know, but they've got their own plans. Maybe supper at Chomp Chomp with available Neutrons will be a fantastic idea.
I'm starting to wonder where exactly in Singapore can you have fun or simply find a nice place to relax? I realised my hunt for these places are futile because it doesn't matter where the place is, what matters is the company I've got. What an awakening call. What a startling jolt.
Its rather funny how I start to blog early but end up posting it one hour later or something. The entry may be short, but not every word spells out my exact feeling deep down inside. The pain I feel inside is too searing, a cut too deep to ever close unless a miracle happens to me.
I kept thinking back to the June, admist all the camps I've worked in and Sports Camp itself, I wonder when I will ever gain back the self-confidence, the pure joy and madness I have exhibited and the wonderful stir in my heart back then. Because all of those that made up a happy me seems to have been lost over the span of slightly less than 5 months.
I wish I could show more appreciation to the encouraging words that have been tagged and spoken to me, I wish I could heed them all and I really do wish everything will all be fine as everybody says. But thank you to all those who care for me, thank you to those who tried to make time to listen to me.
Tomorrow marks the end of exams for even more people I know, but they've got their own plans. Maybe supper at Chomp Chomp with available Neutrons will be a fantastic idea.