Finally, assignments for the term - all over. Its time to properly settle down to studying mode.
For once, I boarded the train early on a Monday morning to head to school. For once I'm not falling asleep like I usually do on long train rides. I spent the time thinking - where did all my time go the past 3 months?
Busy surely, but I had fun. I never regretted joining Sports Club, I never regretted joining floorball. The only thing I regretted was not being able to forsee that I will have no time for my dear ones and my friends. My girllllfriends..oh man, I miss them so much! What happened to those good ol' tai-tai days?
Realised how much I am missing out on updates in everyone's lives, until I read their blogs. Must it be such that only blogs will tell our daily happenings? Haiyoh. I'm forever lamenting about this topic of having not enough time. But I have been like that since young - I hated to be left alone with nothing to do, I always wanted to stay busy so that time will pass very quickly for me, and I will find that my day has been an eventful one and a well-lived one. Damn I'm such a lor-soh queen.
Was reading Anna's blog, and her comment on guys made me think back about what she said. Yeah, in some aspects, guys are pretty...I don't know how to put it..I just don't know what's wrong with them. What's with some guys thinking that girls are plain bimbos? What's with them thinking we are know nothing about their troubles and when we ask them what is wrong, what's with them replying "Aiyah, you won't understand one lah". What's with them wanting everything to go smoothly without a stumble and getting so pissed when girls accidentally barf it up? So what? We aren't perfect; we aren't as efficient as you want us to be...so what? Can't live with it because you've been trained to be efficient during the army? We just have this ability to laugh it over and get on with things, why can't you see the humorous side of it?
Bitch in XP is emerging. I don't care. I hate the way some guys treat me. I'm not given any leeway for mistakes. Its too pressurising. Maybe that's why the book Men are like Mars and Women are like Venus came out. There's no denying that the two genders are different in their own ways, but one doesn't have to blow the matter up!
Its gonna be a long long post because I have the time to blog. Not that anybody will really have the time to read it all because we are all so busy with our own stuff =) but I need to get it all out.
I'm sprouting pimples all over my face again just when I managed to clear them off 3 months ago. I've gained weight, I have fatter legs, thunderous thighs, bruised toes...unsightly. *sulks* Shucks. I can plainly see my mood evolving from happy to relieved to bitchy to whiney. Oh dear, how gross.
I'm just this thing taking up space. This invader in rooms. This free-loader who goes home to eat dinner. This non-existent being floating around school. Can't give people love and attention they want. Don't know how to. Made with a heart of stone. Or maybe not. Maybe my brain is just made of cotton wool.
For once, I boarded the train early on a Monday morning to head to school. For once I'm not falling asleep like I usually do on long train rides. I spent the time thinking - where did all my time go the past 3 months?
Busy surely, but I had fun. I never regretted joining Sports Club, I never regretted joining floorball. The only thing I regretted was not being able to forsee that I will have no time for my dear ones and my friends. My girllllfriends..oh man, I miss them so much! What happened to those good ol' tai-tai days?
Realised how much I am missing out on updates in everyone's lives, until I read their blogs. Must it be such that only blogs will tell our daily happenings? Haiyoh. I'm forever lamenting about this topic of having not enough time. But I have been like that since young - I hated to be left alone with nothing to do, I always wanted to stay busy so that time will pass very quickly for me, and I will find that my day has been an eventful one and a well-lived one. Damn I'm such a lor-soh queen.
Was reading Anna's blog, and her comment on guys made me think back about what she said. Yeah, in some aspects, guys are pretty...I don't know how to put it..I just don't know what's wrong with them. What's with some guys thinking that girls are plain bimbos? What's with them thinking we are know nothing about their troubles and when we ask them what is wrong, what's with them replying "Aiyah, you won't understand one lah". What's with them wanting everything to go smoothly without a stumble and getting so pissed when girls accidentally barf it up? So what? We aren't perfect; we aren't as efficient as you want us to be...so what? Can't live with it because you've been trained to be efficient during the army? We just have this ability to laugh it over and get on with things, why can't you see the humorous side of it?
Bitch in XP is emerging. I don't care. I hate the way some guys treat me. I'm not given any leeway for mistakes. Its too pressurising. Maybe that's why the book Men are like Mars and Women are like Venus came out. There's no denying that the two genders are different in their own ways, but one doesn't have to blow the matter up!
Its gonna be a long long post because I have the time to blog. Not that anybody will really have the time to read it all because we are all so busy with our own stuff =) but I need to get it all out.
I'm sprouting pimples all over my face again just when I managed to clear them off 3 months ago. I've gained weight, I have fatter legs, thunderous thighs, bruised toes...unsightly. *sulks* Shucks. I can plainly see my mood evolving from happy to relieved to bitchy to whiney. Oh dear, how gross.
I'm just this thing taking up space. This invader in rooms. This free-loader who goes home to eat dinner. This non-existent being floating around school. Can't give people love and attention they want. Don't know how to. Made with a heart of stone. Or maybe not. Maybe my brain is just made of cotton wool.