Sun was finally glorious after so many rainy days. But not much of a tan! At least everyday I get a tiny wee tanner. *hopeful look*
Finally bought that pair of Nike dri-fit pants, except that it could both be a pair of long pants, and when you unzip away the connecting part, it becomes a pair of three-quarter pants, which is rather good! *beams happily* Depression lifts a bit when I buy something I like. Though it costs a bomb. *gulp*
Grades are most probably gonna be a B, C, and a D, with a D7 in GP. Sigh. Or if I'm unlucky enough, an E8. Talked to Mr Chung today about going to NTU/NIE to take up this teaching course, or to head over to NUS to specialize in Geography so that I will have a wider choice of what I can do in the future. Sometimes I wonder my mum and the family insist on getting me geared towards the NTU/NIE teaching course (just because I have an edge over others because of music? and that the course pays me an allowance every month so that I can basically study free?) when my interests are somewhere else. I know its impossible for me to excel in advertising, which is something I've been yearning to do since young but lack the creativity to. Face it, the advertising industry in Singapore is so small that I don't have much of a chance to shine. However, do I really want to be trapped within the system of MOE forever? Starting from Primary 2 to Singapore Universaties, only to be part of MOE as a teacher in the future? I have no clue on what to do in my future. Of course a decent pay will be essential, I can't afford to take risks to be jobless for even a short period of time because I will need the money. Say I am money-driven, I'd rather call it being practical. These few days have been spent arguing with my mum over my results, over what I want to do in the future, and trying to convince myself that I will like teaching. Do I really want it?
Hmm, enough thoughts. Dinner time.
Finally bought that pair of Nike dri-fit pants, except that it could both be a pair of long pants, and when you unzip away the connecting part, it becomes a pair of three-quarter pants, which is rather good! *beams happily* Depression lifts a bit when I buy something I like. Though it costs a bomb. *gulp*
Grades are most probably gonna be a B, C, and a D, with a D7 in GP. Sigh. Or if I'm unlucky enough, an E8. Talked to Mr Chung today about going to NTU/NIE to take up this teaching course, or to head over to NUS to specialize in Geography so that I will have a wider choice of what I can do in the future. Sometimes I wonder my mum and the family insist on getting me geared towards the NTU/NIE teaching course (just because I have an edge over others because of music? and that the course pays me an allowance every month so that I can basically study free?) when my interests are somewhere else. I know its impossible for me to excel in advertising, which is something I've been yearning to do since young but lack the creativity to. Face it, the advertising industry in Singapore is so small that I don't have much of a chance to shine. However, do I really want to be trapped within the system of MOE forever? Starting from Primary 2 to Singapore Universaties, only to be part of MOE as a teacher in the future? I have no clue on what to do in my future. Of course a decent pay will be essential, I can't afford to take risks to be jobless for even a short period of time because I will need the money. Say I am money-driven, I'd rather call it being practical. These few days have been spent arguing with my mum over my results, over what I want to do in the future, and trying to convince myself that I will like teaching. Do I really want it?
Hmm, enough thoughts. Dinner time.