My room is infested with ants! But that's not the point here.
Today's farewell left me with a pang in the heart. Because, despite the endless complaints I have about TJ and broodings over the worst happenings in school, I realise this is my life itself. A very slightly-less-than 2 short years, but nevertheless, fun. Friends I have acquired since I first stepped into TJ, and being the only TKGS person in my class, having to make friends all over again is indeed a wonderful experience. The variety, blended..mixture of so many different characters tells me simply that the world is not as black and white as it is often assumed to be. At least, that is how I see it. Couldn't resist shedding a few tears today because this will be the last time I'll spend time together with my friends - as a class. Full force of 3602 appeared today, which is pretty amazing (!). The thought of "last-time"s always make me cry. *sniffs* But on the other hand, it is not too late to savour what one has got today, because I am sure relationships can be improved over time if we put in our best effort at it. Oh well. The school song, as Mr Chung commented today, was never sung so loudly in my entire school life. The irony of it. *wry grin*
Now, is the long (yet not long) haul towards the A-levels, after which we'll decide on the courses that we want and where our grades will take us too. I know some will go overseas, some will stay. I wonder which will I be? Still pondering. But as Jimmy put it this afternoon when I was talking to him and another coach after the Sportsman Appreciation thingy, he said to follow my sole interest, only then will earning money seem fun and easy.
Happy to see my two coaches again today, never expected them to be invited to the Sportsman Appreciation ceromony (is it a ceromony?). Michael Wong kept feeding me all the oily stuffs and everything...he seemed to dump a huge load of every single fried unhealthy thing on my plate and making me eat, saying its good for me. RIGHT! Well, still trying to find out what exactly he has in store for me...he refuses to tell me anything! I'm itching for a small hint to this news of his. Argh.
There's this never-ending wish of mine that popped out right in front of me today. I want to be happy all the time. Forever.
Today's farewell left me with a pang in the heart. Because, despite the endless complaints I have about TJ and broodings over the worst happenings in school, I realise this is my life itself. A very slightly-less-than 2 short years, but nevertheless, fun. Friends I have acquired since I first stepped into TJ, and being the only TKGS person in my class, having to make friends all over again is indeed a wonderful experience. The variety, blended..mixture of so many different characters tells me simply that the world is not as black and white as it is often assumed to be. At least, that is how I see it. Couldn't resist shedding a few tears today because this will be the last time I'll spend time together with my friends - as a class. Full force of 3602 appeared today, which is pretty amazing (!). The thought of "last-time"s always make me cry. *sniffs* But on the other hand, it is not too late to savour what one has got today, because I am sure relationships can be improved over time if we put in our best effort at it. Oh well. The school song, as Mr Chung commented today, was never sung so loudly in my entire school life. The irony of it. *wry grin*
Now, is the long (yet not long) haul towards the A-levels, after which we'll decide on the courses that we want and where our grades will take us too. I know some will go overseas, some will stay. I wonder which will I be? Still pondering. But as Jimmy put it this afternoon when I was talking to him and another coach after the Sportsman Appreciation thingy, he said to follow my sole interest, only then will earning money seem fun and easy.
Happy to see my two coaches again today, never expected them to be invited to the Sportsman Appreciation ceromony (is it a ceromony?). Michael Wong kept feeding me all the oily stuffs and everything...he seemed to dump a huge load of every single fried unhealthy thing on my plate and making me eat, saying its good for me. RIGHT! Well, still trying to find out what exactly he has in store for me...he refuses to tell me anything! I'm itching for a small hint to this news of his. Argh.
There's this never-ending wish of mine that popped out right in front of me today. I want to be happy all the time. Forever.