Lost. Lost the motivation to study. My progress is getting slower day by day, yet I can't pick up the momentum I had last week.
Starting to feel really frightened about the upcoming prelims, as in, really freaking out. Yet people don't seem to notice how insecure I can be in my grades. I don't know how I did it before, I can't repeat it again. Can't seem to have it within my control to study. All I do is to freak out every night when I realise how much I have yet to cover, hoping to start the new day afresh, but my mind betrays me instead.
As for you, get off my back. Stop calling me, stop sms-ing me, stop inviting me out to lunch with you, because you're plainly disturbing me. I had to ask my mum to take my calls, so that I won't have to talk to you. Why must it be you and not him instead? Why do you have to do this to me when you know I am feeling my worst now? You don't have to abuse your status as a friend, because I can't take it. Stop pressurising me.
As for you, why don't you ever have anything to say to me? Do I know you that well after all? *sigh*
As usual, I wasted another day. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday - wasted. At least 36 hours wasted in all.
Starting to feel really frightened about the upcoming prelims, as in, really freaking out. Yet people don't seem to notice how insecure I can be in my grades. I don't know how I did it before, I can't repeat it again. Can't seem to have it within my control to study. All I do is to freak out every night when I realise how much I have yet to cover, hoping to start the new day afresh, but my mind betrays me instead.
As for you, get off my back. Stop calling me, stop sms-ing me, stop inviting me out to lunch with you, because you're plainly disturbing me. I had to ask my mum to take my calls, so that I won't have to talk to you. Why must it be you and not him instead? Why do you have to do this to me when you know I am feeling my worst now? You don't have to abuse your status as a friend, because I can't take it. Stop pressurising me.
As for you, why don't you ever have anything to say to me? Do I know you that well after all? *sigh*
As usual, I wasted another day. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday - wasted. At least 36 hours wasted in all.