Be strong girl, you are on your own now. Be independent. You can't live on your parents forever.
Be very very strong.
Oh God, though what I feel like doing is to hurl myself out of the window right now. But never to hit the ground. Lift me up and let me fly above the massive destruction I see on the ground. Let me be buried 6 feet under, to feel life pulsating within the earth, to feel the soft murmur of my inner thoughts as I lay there, passive, waiting...waiting to be dug out, and cremated. Let my ashes scatter the earth, perhaps as showers of blessing, or plain irritation to the passing world. Let my soul be free, of everything but pure love I feel for those I really love out there, deep within my heart and soul.
Release the energy flowing within, let it radiate to all corners of my sphere. One can get up again. Pummel me again and again, I will get up again. I will stand tall, to carry your name, to carry your pride within me. Your daughter will not collapse. I will get up again.
Cradle me in your arms, Father, take care of me, wherever you may be.
Be very very strong.
Oh God, though what I feel like doing is to hurl myself out of the window right now. But never to hit the ground. Lift me up and let me fly above the massive destruction I see on the ground. Let me be buried 6 feet under, to feel life pulsating within the earth, to feel the soft murmur of my inner thoughts as I lay there, passive, waiting...waiting to be dug out, and cremated. Let my ashes scatter the earth, perhaps as showers of blessing, or plain irritation to the passing world. Let my soul be free, of everything but pure love I feel for those I really love out there, deep within my heart and soul.
Release the energy flowing within, let it radiate to all corners of my sphere. One can get up again. Pummel me again and again, I will get up again. I will stand tall, to carry your name, to carry your pride within me. Your daughter will not collapse. I will get up again.
Cradle me in your arms, Father, take care of me, wherever you may be.