Went to eat tim sum in the morning. Mmmm!!!!
Came back and tried to do some work, and Ming Zhen came over without a warning. Haha :) Nice to see her after sooooooooo long. Awww. *smiles* The slightly bad part is, I couldn't spend time with XH, so..yeah. Thus leads to crankiness and I dunno why the hell I'm lamenting here. After all, everything's supposedly my fault.
I really wonder whether I did make any effort for him, because I don't seem to be making any effort for him whereas he does almost anything for me. At least, it seems that way. Maybe I shouldn't even make this public. I don't think you'll like it huh. Personal matters brought out into broad daylight, but its night time now. Dream-land for me. Anyway, I had a really good talk with Ming Zhen..about how I've been feeling about everything and so on, turned out that she's experiencing exactly the same thing as me...yeah. Cooked spaghetti for her...maybe I should cook for him as well. Since I didn't put in any effort into the relationship. Bah. This sucks. No wonder I'm such a failure in relationships. Maybe this will be another one. Maybe not. When will I ever learn? How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. 10 days? Make it realistically, 10 months. Or maybe, give me 3 months. Enough to drive anybody crazy. *sigh*
I don't even know what I'm talking about. Getting drunk is scary. You do things you wouldn't be normally doing. You say things you shouldn't say. Not that I gotten real drunk and did something silly, but the possibility of it...is scary. Maybe this will scare me into not going into pubs. I hope it does.
As each day passes, I feel the urgency to start studying. But I don't get down to proper studying. *sigh* Somebody better save me. Fast. Bring me back to harsh reality. Bring me away from lala-land. Bring me away from the life I'm living now.
Song : Josh Groban - To Where You Are
Current Mood :
down.
Came back and tried to do some work, and Ming Zhen came over without a warning. Haha :) Nice to see her after sooooooooo long. Awww. *smiles* The slightly bad part is, I couldn't spend time with XH, so..yeah. Thus leads to crankiness and I dunno why the hell I'm lamenting here. After all, everything's supposedly my fault.
I really wonder whether I did make any effort for him, because I don't seem to be making any effort for him whereas he does almost anything for me. At least, it seems that way. Maybe I shouldn't even make this public. I don't think you'll like it huh. Personal matters brought out into broad daylight, but its night time now. Dream-land for me. Anyway, I had a really good talk with Ming Zhen..about how I've been feeling about everything and so on, turned out that she's experiencing exactly the same thing as me...yeah. Cooked spaghetti for her...maybe I should cook for him as well. Since I didn't put in any effort into the relationship. Bah. This sucks. No wonder I'm such a failure in relationships. Maybe this will be another one. Maybe not. When will I ever learn? How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. 10 days? Make it realistically, 10 months. Or maybe, give me 3 months. Enough to drive anybody crazy. *sigh*
I don't even know what I'm talking about. Getting drunk is scary. You do things you wouldn't be normally doing. You say things you shouldn't say. Not that I gotten real drunk and did something silly, but the possibility of it...is scary. Maybe this will scare me into not going into pubs. I hope it does.
As each day passes, I feel the urgency to start studying. But I don't get down to proper studying. *sigh* Somebody better save me. Fast. Bring me back to harsh reality. Bring me away from lala-land. Bring me away from the life I'm living now.
Song : Josh Groban - To Where You Are
Current Mood :
down.