Affairs of the heart are strange things.
When they say, "It is better to be loved, than love," what do they mean? To be loved is a wonderful thing, but love has to be reciprocated, doesn't it?
Why do people feel unhappy with their special one, and still feel unhappy after they have made the decision to leave their special one? What determines "love"? What does "love" consist of?
The feeling of sudden emptiness. The feeling of betrayal. The feeling of dejection. The feeling of helplessness. All these, I have felt. Love, I believe I have felt. But the heart is cold, I have nothing to offer back.
When the chemistry between us was good, it was happy. That delicate fine line that defines a different type of love, so delicate. Too hard, it breaks.
Discover love. Even my stone-hearted self, tripping over my own words.
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Friday, June 15, 2007When they say, "It is better to be loved, than love," what do they mean? To be loved is a wonderful thing, but love has to be reciprocated, doesn't it?
Why do people feel unhappy with their special one, and still feel unhappy after they have made the decision to leave their special one? What determines "love"? What does "love" consist of?
The feeling of sudden emptiness. The feeling of betrayal. The feeling of dejection. The feeling of helplessness. All these, I have felt. Love, I believe I have felt. But the heart is cold, I have nothing to offer back.
When the chemistry between us was good, it was happy. That delicate fine line that defines a different type of love, so delicate. Too hard, it breaks.
Discover love. Even my stone-hearted self, tripping over my own words.
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What happens...when you try so hard, and yet you don't see progress?
What happens...when you wear yourself out, yet you simply cannot succeed because of mere fear?
What happens...when the sport you love so much, becomes an activity you do not look forward to?
What happens...when you will yourself to do it, but your body doesn't respond?
What happens when it all ain't fun anymore?
One week before the competition and I still cannot land my last trick. Where is the team to encourage one another, to push one another, to have fun with? The pressure is immensely crazy, I can't hardly keep myself from falling apart. I've become jaded, I do not feel like trying anymore.
And what do you do, when you know things cannot happen between 2 people?
So many questions. So many, unanswered.
What happens...when you wear yourself out, yet you simply cannot succeed because of mere fear?
What happens...when the sport you love so much, becomes an activity you do not look forward to?
What happens...when you will yourself to do it, but your body doesn't respond?
What happens when it all ain't fun anymore?
One week before the competition and I still cannot land my last trick. Where is the team to encourage one another, to push one another, to have fun with? The pressure is immensely crazy, I can't hardly keep myself from falling apart. I've become jaded, I do not feel like trying anymore.
And what do you do, when you know things cannot happen between 2 people?
So many questions. So many, unanswered.