Hell hath no fury like a woman with PMS.
I swear it was PMS, being stuck at home with zero activity for the entire week, not being able to find an ankle guard after walking the entire Tampines, talking to senseless people and a horrible behind-schedule Friday that snowballed into one grumpy XP. I unleashed my frustration upon several people, especially those closest to me, and I regret instantaneously overtook me. Regret then turned to annoyance at myself for venting my frustrations on my closest ones, and I had to vent it on them again - thus the downward spiral began.
Yes you are right, it is indeed ironic I should choose to let our closest ones suffer for such things. Things like not being able to spend enough time with them, yet I choose to spend that precious time with them being grumpy, venting my pent-up frustrations on them, only to cause further hurt and perhaps deep regret on my part later.
This issue came up twice, thrice - I don't know - and it seems to be affecting you lots. I suppose I am not really the best there is, though I have definitely heard many other female companions who are twice as unreasonable as me. I don't ever want to go near there myself, because I scorn such women - those who are materialistic, possessive, selfish, unreasonable etc.
It is enough that busy schedules do not allow frequent 'pok' days, it is particularly why I am so unhappy about time being wasted by factors that are beyond my control. And yes, I get annoyed when things do not go my way - I will make such a terrible female boss in future.
"You don't have to apologize for who you are." I must, and I'm truly sorry for today. It is not so much about an independent me anymore, as much as I like it. It is about something else more. (:
On a lighter note, Sports Camp banner is finished!
I swear it was PMS, being stuck at home with zero activity for the entire week, not being able to find an ankle guard after walking the entire Tampines, talking to senseless people and a horrible behind-schedule Friday that snowballed into one grumpy XP. I unleashed my frustration upon several people, especially those closest to me, and I regret instantaneously overtook me. Regret then turned to annoyance at myself for venting my frustrations on my closest ones, and I had to vent it on them again - thus the downward spiral began.
Yes you are right, it is indeed ironic I should choose to let our closest ones suffer for such things. Things like not being able to spend enough time with them, yet I choose to spend that precious time with them being grumpy, venting my pent-up frustrations on them, only to cause further hurt and perhaps deep regret on my part later.
This issue came up twice, thrice - I don't know - and it seems to be affecting you lots. I suppose I am not really the best there is, though I have definitely heard many other female companions who are twice as unreasonable as me. I don't ever want to go near there myself, because I scorn such women - those who are materialistic, possessive, selfish, unreasonable etc.
It is enough that busy schedules do not allow frequent 'pok' days, it is particularly why I am so unhappy about time being wasted by factors that are beyond my control. And yes, I get annoyed when things do not go my way - I will make such a terrible female boss in future.
"You don't have to apologize for who you are." I must, and I'm truly sorry for today. It is not so much about an independent me anymore, as much as I like it. It is about something else more. (:
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On a lighter note, Sports Camp banner is finished!