Today is Hari Raya.
I'm sorry for not turning up. Simply because I wasn't allowed to go.
Another chance to meet up with a certain group of friends was missed yet again. Sometimes I ask myself why I missed out so many gatherings - each with an excuse of "My mum wants me home.", or "Sorry I've got stuff in school going on.", or "Sorry, but I got injured during training/whatever rubbish". After a while, these excuses seem kinda hollow, but I really couldn't help it.
I went all the way home just to have lunch with my mother because I thought it wouldn't be good for her to spend a public holiday alone. She thought I came back because I want to meet up with my friends in the East.
But I really wanted to do lunch.
I did not come back to get scolded.
Neither did I come back to eat dinner alone.
I did not come back home to get nagged at, to be your punchin' bag.
I'm sorry I fell asleep so near dinner-time. I was really exhausted.
I didn't know it was wrong to fall asleep.
I don't want to make you worry. I'm sorry I had to.
I'm sorry for not turning up. Simply because I wasn't allowed to go.
Another chance to meet up with a certain group of friends was missed yet again. Sometimes I ask myself why I missed out so many gatherings - each with an excuse of "My mum wants me home.", or "Sorry I've got stuff in school going on.", or "Sorry, but I got injured during training/whatever rubbish". After a while, these excuses seem kinda hollow, but I really couldn't help it.
I went all the way home just to have lunch with my mother because I thought it wouldn't be good for her to spend a public holiday alone. She thought I came back because I want to meet up with my friends in the East.
But I really wanted to do lunch.
I did not come back to get scolded.
Neither did I come back to eat dinner alone.
I did not come back home to get nagged at, to be your punchin' bag.
I'm sorry I fell asleep so near dinner-time. I was really exhausted.
I didn't know it was wrong to fall asleep.
I don't want to make you worry. I'm sorry I had to.