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Thursday
Plan A : Tanning at East Coast with Nicole. Oh damn Mister Sun, he disappeared and it rained instead! Plan B then.
Plan B : To Storm to highlight my hair. *grin* I look like a tiger now!
So, yeah. Headed out to town for dinner in the evening, met the entire world out there from every JC possible. Orchard suddenly became alive..with 18 year olds. Oh, and I saw Mr Dumontier with his girlfriend (?), yeah...walking in a very weird way...oh oh well. He was walking so darn fast that I almost missed him! Poor girlfriend of his..having to keep up with his long strides....was wondering how to manage Mandy's digital camera yesterday when I realised I didn't have the USB cable that fits the camera (since my USB cable seems a lil' too big) and the software AND the battery charger! *faints* Thanks Mandy anyway!
Friday
Dyed hair for Joy, attempted to streak hers with this so called "Mango dunno-what" colour and base colour as brown. Turned out her hair was too black to absorb anything, the Mango thing turned out kinda reddish darkish? *sad* Not much, tidied - or rather, threw out all my tutorials and work and every scrap work I had done over the past 2 years. Looking back, I accumulated like...a huge plastic bagful of papers..ahz. All the work I did :
Oooh. And Jingjing is gonna work with Xiaoxin in the food industry. How sweet can the ending get??? (I also want...) *beams happily* This is probably one of the best scenes, other than the part where she caught her husband in bed with the woman. Serves him right. Muahahahaha. *evil laugh* Alright, enough of Holland V, dinner!
Monday, November 24, 2003Plan A : Tanning at East Coast with Nicole. Oh damn Mister Sun, he disappeared and it rained instead! Plan B then.
Plan B : To Storm to highlight my hair. *grin* I look like a tiger now!
So, yeah. Headed out to town for dinner in the evening, met the entire world out there from every JC possible. Orchard suddenly became alive..with 18 year olds. Oh, and I saw Mr Dumontier with his girlfriend (?), yeah...walking in a very weird way...oh oh well. He was walking so darn fast that I almost missed him! Poor girlfriend of his..having to keep up with his long strides....was wondering how to manage Mandy's digital camera yesterday when I realised I didn't have the USB cable that fits the camera (since my USB cable seems a lil' too big) and the software AND the battery charger! *faints* Thanks Mandy anyway!
Friday
Dyed hair for Joy, attempted to streak hers with this so called "Mango dunno-what" colour and base colour as brown. Turned out her hair was too black to absorb anything, the Mango thing turned out kinda reddish darkish? *sad* Not much, tidied - or rather, threw out all my tutorials and work and every scrap work I had done over the past 2 years. Looking back, I accumulated like...a huge plastic bagful of papers..ahz. All the work I did :
Oooh. And Jingjing is gonna work with Xiaoxin in the food industry. How sweet can the ending get??? (I also want...) *beams happily* This is probably one of the best scenes, other than the part where she caught her husband in bed with the woman. Serves him right. Muahahahaha. *evil laugh* Alright, enough of Holland V, dinner!
This kind of life is depressing. To be trapped in a state of in-between, where I have gotten tired of studying and am taking forever to finish one Gothic novel, yet the desire in me to play is as great. However, it doesn't help to know that I have Thursday to "look forward" to. In a sense, I do have Thursday to look forward to, because that spells the last paper (other than S-paper) that I have. Yet, I can't start throwing out my notes.
I don't want to have to rot the day away pacing up and down my house like I did today. Spent probably 3 hours at the piano in the evening just working my fingers back to their past nimbleness - I realised how much practice I lack. Then again, it is useless to feel sorry for myself, not the way not the way.
Had a friend whine to me about how others find her irritating; I don't know how to put it, but she does seem so to me, irritating in her own innocent way. Don't know whether it will be mean of me to tell her or not, since she does think that the way she speaks is perfectly okay to herself. Oh well. *shrugs*
Alright. Its a confirm back to training this Saturday. It better be good.
I don't want to have to rot the day away pacing up and down my house like I did today. Spent probably 3 hours at the piano in the evening just working my fingers back to their past nimbleness - I realised how much practice I lack. Then again, it is useless to feel sorry for myself, not the way not the way.
Had a friend whine to me about how others find her irritating; I don't know how to put it, but she does seem so to me, irritating in her own innocent way. Don't know whether it will be mean of me to tell her or not, since she does think that the way she speaks is perfectly okay to herself. Oh well. *shrugs*
Alright. Its a confirm back to training this Saturday. It better be good.
Flipping through Dracula for probably the 10th time now. Yes, I am stuck at home without anybody to go tanning with again. So, who wants to go tanning with me the next weekend??? Sigh. I feel pathetic. At least it gives me an excuse to stay home and study today, which is..in my opinion, quite useless because I simply don't have the mood to study anymore!
This is very bad. I sure don't want to live with this kind of life after 2nd December. Speaking of which, I wonder how everybody will look that night. Definitely a 180 degrees change from the usual people I see in TJ. I can't wait really. After slaving through what I will want to wear that night and all the arrangements, it had better be worth it.
One thing for sure, I can't wait for the whole thing to end so that I can call out anybody I want without having to worry about them having exams, tidy my room in peace so that I don't have to worry about what notes I will have to keep and rid myself of my mum's nagging. Gosh. I think even she is sick and tired of my room. My aunt had to come into my room yesterday and tsk-tsked at the mess, then she remarked something about a messy room having bad fengshui and warned my mum to do something about it before anything bad happens. Gosh. So that means I'm living in bad fengshui environment. *wry look* Well. In other words, I'll turn my room into a good fengshui area as soon as the damn A's are over. Hahaha. *very amused*
Discovered a small number of sequins I can stick onto my dress, though I think they are rather insignificant. I am bored. Well, I'll do that after I get my dress from the dry cleaner's. They had better take good care of it. Otherwise I'll just flip and cry. Havne't got to have a proper conversation with any of my friends these few days, I simply don't know what I have been busy with, or maybe the whole world is out there enjoying themselves. Oh well. Soon I hope.
My entries are rather long these few days, I wonder why. Too much free time in my hands? Oh well, I'm off to play the piano. Speaking of which, that Andy person had better call me back, otherwise I'm so not gonna get the job.
Black and white ivory keys. Here I come.
Saturday, November 22, 2003This is very bad. I sure don't want to live with this kind of life after 2nd December. Speaking of which, I wonder how everybody will look that night. Definitely a 180 degrees change from the usual people I see in TJ. I can't wait really. After slaving through what I will want to wear that night and all the arrangements, it had better be worth it.
One thing for sure, I can't wait for the whole thing to end so that I can call out anybody I want without having to worry about them having exams, tidy my room in peace so that I don't have to worry about what notes I will have to keep and rid myself of my mum's nagging. Gosh. I think even she is sick and tired of my room. My aunt had to come into my room yesterday and tsk-tsked at the mess, then she remarked something about a messy room having bad fengshui and warned my mum to do something about it before anything bad happens. Gosh. So that means I'm living in bad fengshui environment. *wry look* Well. In other words, I'll turn my room into a good fengshui area as soon as the damn A's are over. Hahaha. *very amused*
Discovered a small number of sequins I can stick onto my dress, though I think they are rather insignificant. I am bored. Well, I'll do that after I get my dress from the dry cleaner's. They had better take good care of it. Otherwise I'll just flip and cry. Havne't got to have a proper conversation with any of my friends these few days, I simply don't know what I have been busy with, or maybe the whole world is out there enjoying themselves. Oh well. Soon I hope.
My entries are rather long these few days, I wonder why. Too much free time in my hands? Oh well, I'm off to play the piano. Speaking of which, that Andy person had better call me back, otherwise I'm so not gonna get the job.
Black and white ivory keys. Here I come.
Shoppinggggggggg. :)
For once, he said he'll go shopping with me! Aww, and you look so good in a suit, maybe its just the smitten me, but..yes, you look good in that suit and you know it... *smitten* And thank you dear, for those lovely earrings. :)
I am feeling happy. blissed. *beams* (ah. all the b's.)
Alright. I realised how I hate taking the train on a Saturday when the whole world is headed to town. Being on bus 65 is much more peaceful, and I at least, can sit down and rest my lazy bum till I reach Paragon. Headed to Paragon's Metro, in hope of finding a nice thong slipper/sandal for grad night, but no..everything cost at least $60 there, which is wayyy beyond my budget. Saw a nice skirt from ProjectShopBros, but well. for a simple khaki material skirt, that piece of cloth costs $70...ahh. From Paragon to Tangs to look for food, unfortunately, nothing seems appetizing. To Wisma Atria to look for suits..that is where..ahhh.. *dreamy smile* Then Tannlines, slippers there aren't too nice as they advertised in the magazine, bikinis were too irrestible. But of course, I am so not gonna buy them. *determined look* X-square, suits. Perlini's Silver, the earrings. Mmm, decided to go simple, simple danglies with probably a necklace that mum bought for me some time ago. That settles the jewellery. To Miss Selfrige, to try on this knitted top that I kinda liked, but cutting is really w-e-i-r-d. Popped over to Topshop next door and spent a happy time trying everything - a tube dress (which unfortunately I fail to look nice in it), a sweet blue open neck top which I eventually bought (I love those two white buttons on the side!)...Finally, Scotts Foodcourt - Korean food. Mmmmmmm. Well, headed back since it started raining and the crowds have started coming in, and we caught the bus home.
Met mum at Tampines Mall since she wanted to shop for clothes that will be suitable for a wedding dinner she'll be attending upcoming Monday. She spent $167 at one go!!! *wails* 2 skirts, a top and formal high-heeled shoes...darrrrn. At least she bought me my grad night thong slippers, as Suz will put it - gim gim ones. *grin* That settles 2nd December's attire. *heaves a huge sigh of relief*
I keep wondering what will become of me in 2004. New Year resolutions this time? I want to get a job teaching in TKGS and in Cristofori. Nothing else! Don't know how busy I will be in future - training, job, job. Well. Busy year ahead.
And. I want Samsung S300. Chio-est phone alive so far. *swoons*
backtrack
Major nua-ing session with my neighbour yesterday, cooked pasta with Prego sauce with added cheese inside. Tasted good.
Friday, November 21, 2003For once, he said he'll go shopping with me! Aww, and you look so good in a suit, maybe its just the smitten me, but..yes, you look good in that suit and you know it... *smitten* And thank you dear, for those lovely earrings. :)
I am feeling happy. blissed. *beams* (ah. all the b's.)
Alright. I realised how I hate taking the train on a Saturday when the whole world is headed to town. Being on bus 65 is much more peaceful, and I at least, can sit down and rest my lazy bum till I reach Paragon. Headed to Paragon's Metro, in hope of finding a nice thong slipper/sandal for grad night, but no..everything cost at least $60 there, which is wayyy beyond my budget. Saw a nice skirt from ProjectShopBros, but well. for a simple khaki material skirt, that piece of cloth costs $70...ahh. From Paragon to Tangs to look for food, unfortunately, nothing seems appetizing. To Wisma Atria to look for suits..that is where..ahhh.. *dreamy smile* Then Tannlines, slippers there aren't too nice as they advertised in the magazine, bikinis were too irrestible. But of course, I am so not gonna buy them. *determined look* X-square, suits. Perlini's Silver, the earrings. Mmm, decided to go simple, simple danglies with probably a necklace that mum bought for me some time ago. That settles the jewellery. To Miss Selfrige, to try on this knitted top that I kinda liked, but cutting is really w-e-i-r-d. Popped over to Topshop next door and spent a happy time trying everything - a tube dress (which unfortunately I fail to look nice in it), a sweet blue open neck top which I eventually bought (I love those two white buttons on the side!)...Finally, Scotts Foodcourt - Korean food. Mmmmmmm. Well, headed back since it started raining and the crowds have started coming in, and we caught the bus home.
Met mum at Tampines Mall since she wanted to shop for clothes that will be suitable for a wedding dinner she'll be attending upcoming Monday. She spent $167 at one go!!! *wails* 2 skirts, a top and formal high-heeled shoes...darrrrn. At least she bought me my grad night thong slippers, as Suz will put it - gim gim ones. *grin* That settles 2nd December's attire. *heaves a huge sigh of relief*
I keep wondering what will become of me in 2004. New Year resolutions this time? I want to get a job teaching in TKGS and in Cristofori. Nothing else! Don't know how busy I will be in future - training, job, job. Well. Busy year ahead.
And. I want Samsung S300. Chio-est phone alive so far. *swoons*
backtrack
Major nua-ing session with my neighbour yesterday, cooked pasta with Prego sauce with added cheese inside. Tasted good.
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J.O.K.E.S
3 more papers to go. Suddenly the damn road seems so long, so near, yet so far.
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I am thinking of my future hair colour. I can't wait. Wondering what to do later. Since its already Friday. AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. *sigh* Rusty with piano, super rusty...couldn't get through most scales smoothly, gotta settle what songs to play. I hope I get the job.
Sleep beckons me.
You are a pheromone. You are seductive and you know
what you want. You have something about you
that permeates the air and draws people to you.
You can get what you want almost without fail,
like some of the sexiest moths out there.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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No, no. Cannot be true. Maybe its just me inside, not my exterior. Noooo way.
I so cannot wait for the A levels to be over. Quickly. Because my cupboard needs serious tidying up. My things need a 360 degrees worth of reorganisation. Whatever that means, haha.
Something weird with my IE. Is it just me, or is everything moving so slowly, with webpages loading at the speed similar to that of a 56k dial up connection? *ponders* Enlighten me somebody.
Cycled (yes again!) over to East Coast to this fav. spot of mine to tan. Glorious glorious sun, somehow, I only succeeded in growing a wee bit blacker. Bah. Then I realised. Salt water! Essential to have a good tan. Blahz. Cycling back was never a tougher job, I feel soooo lack of exercise. Saw this horrible man dunked 2 kittens in the sea water repeatedly, as if trying to give them a wash-up..practically heard the kittens shrieking. He looked too psychotic for us to approach him, sigh. Poooooor lil' things. :(
Saw this man go swimming in the sea while smoking his cigarette. When he submerged his head beneath the surface of water, he held up his cigarette above the water with another hand...sheesh. Weird people.
Storm's colour and highlight costs $139. omg. Let me win lottery please. Styling of evening hairdo costs $39.90. Aiyoh!!!!
Bought a white t-shirt with this cute angel smack in the middle. Aww. So cute. Bought one more dangly pair of earrings. I am so in love with them.
Tonight my Human Geography mugging shall start.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003Cycled (yes again!) over to East Coast to this fav. spot of mine to tan. Glorious glorious sun, somehow, I only succeeded in growing a wee bit blacker. Bah. Then I realised. Salt water! Essential to have a good tan. Blahz. Cycling back was never a tougher job, I feel soooo lack of exercise. Saw this horrible man dunked 2 kittens in the sea water repeatedly, as if trying to give them a wash-up..practically heard the kittens shrieking. He looked too psychotic for us to approach him, sigh. Poooooor lil' things. :(
Saw this man go swimming in the sea while smoking his cigarette. When he submerged his head beneath the surface of water, he held up his cigarette above the water with another hand...sheesh. Weird people.
Storm's colour and highlight costs $139. omg. Let me win lottery please. Styling of evening hairdo costs $39.90. Aiyoh!!!!
Bought a white t-shirt with this cute angel smack in the middle. Aww. So cute. Bought one more dangly pair of earrings. I am so in love with them.
Tonight my Human Geography mugging shall start.
Dreamt of this old English man with huge reading spectacles attached to a gold chain perched precariously on his nose, his eyes peering down at a messy written script, head shaking away and tsk-tsking away. His hand held this red inked feather pen and he was marking away furiously on the paper, I dreamt smoke emerging from the top of his head and from both his ears as his mouth was set in a grimace. Huge circles, blots of red ink, cancellations and a final "atrocious handwriting" littered the script. Overall mark - 4/25. On that script, the candidate's name - Then Xiao Pei.
*sweats*
So tramautising.
Sunday, November 09, 2003*sweats*
So tramautising.
Ah. tomorrow!
Alright, here come the exams, surprisingly - yay. I do want it to be over, because I am so so so sick of studying. Blearghz. It has became a horrid thorn in the flesh, always poking into my butt everytime I sit down to flip open the notes which I have accumulated over 2 years. I can't wait to get rid of it. And I mean it! Surprisingly I am pretty relaxed this time round, no late night muggings (not till 4am like in the past), no last minute cramming in of info..considering that I am here typing in an entry less than 24 hours to my first paper. Funny feeling.
So. I am going to do a few things after the next three weeks of nonsense:
1) Burn notes. Or rather, get rid of notes which I certainly won't need. Or pack them into boxes and boxes and cram them into the storeroom.
2) Tidy up my room. Mum has been nagging at me to tidy up my table and my wardrobe since the March Common Test. *wry grin*
3) Re-organise my room and belongings. Everything's a mess.
4) Sort out what clothes I still wear and what I don't. Includes the green uniform.
5) Get a tan. And go on a proper exercise schedule.
6) Buy whatever clothes I'll need along the way.
7) Highlight hair. Grad night touch-ups.
8) Settle the two job interviews.
9) Practise my piano, really hard.
10) Party! (in my own sense.)
Thursday, November 06, 2003Alright, here come the exams, surprisingly - yay. I do want it to be over, because I am so so so sick of studying. Blearghz. It has became a horrid thorn in the flesh, always poking into my butt everytime I sit down to flip open the notes which I have accumulated over 2 years. I can't wait to get rid of it. And I mean it! Surprisingly I am pretty relaxed this time round, no late night muggings (not till 4am like in the past), no last minute cramming in of info..considering that I am here typing in an entry less than 24 hours to my first paper. Funny feeling.
So. I am going to do a few things after the next three weeks of nonsense:
1) Burn notes. Or rather, get rid of notes which I certainly won't need. Or pack them into boxes and boxes and cram them into the storeroom.
2) Tidy up my room. Mum has been nagging at me to tidy up my table and my wardrobe since the March Common Test. *wry grin*
3) Re-organise my room and belongings. Everything's a mess.
4) Sort out what clothes I still wear and what I don't. Includes the green uniform.
5) Get a tan. And go on a proper exercise schedule.
6) Buy whatever clothes I'll need along the way.
7) Highlight hair. Grad night touch-ups.
8) Settle the two job interviews.
9) Practise my piano, really hard.
10) Party! (in my own sense.)
Saturation.
To put it simply, I am not very happy with my life now. Besides the usual exam stress, constant worrying about the upcoming major exams and everything else (which basically, again, revolves around exams), well. I am just not happy. Sure, I am much more appreciative and somewhat I hope, more sensitive to my friends around me, I've learnt to make a new friend all over again these past few weeks, and I thank God that I got to know her recently.
Making friends all over again is really hard, having to instantly find topics that interest both parties, hoping to spark off a conversation between two strangers, initially. I am lucky. Hit it off immediately with Anna (thank God for you girl!) and manage to keep up a conversation between both of us, when I am not a very good conversationist.
Why do I feel as if I have to force myself to be happy everytime I present myself in front of someone? Why is it that only a cheerful demeanor attracts people over to your side? Must the negative thoughts/emotions be kept within you, only to be let out within the privacy of your own room? Even to your closest ones?
Rhetorical questions.
Learnt something new today. Learnt that in the British slang, when you call someone a fruitcake, it means that the person is crazy (i.e. nuts in the head). So... thou art a fruitcake! *silly grin*
Oh. And tasted Qicong's heavenly baked brownies with creamcheese topping. Mmmm~
Saturday, November 01, 2003To put it simply, I am not very happy with my life now. Besides the usual exam stress, constant worrying about the upcoming major exams and everything else (which basically, again, revolves around exams), well. I am just not happy. Sure, I am much more appreciative and somewhat I hope, more sensitive to my friends around me, I've learnt to make a new friend all over again these past few weeks, and I thank God that I got to know her recently.
Making friends all over again is really hard, having to instantly find topics that interest both parties, hoping to spark off a conversation between two strangers, initially. I am lucky. Hit it off immediately with Anna (thank God for you girl!) and manage to keep up a conversation between both of us, when I am not a very good conversationist.
Why do I feel as if I have to force myself to be happy everytime I present myself in front of someone? Why is it that only a cheerful demeanor attracts people over to your side? Must the negative thoughts/emotions be kept within you, only to be let out within the privacy of your own room? Even to your closest ones?
Rhetorical questions.
Learnt something new today. Learnt that in the British slang, when you call someone a fruitcake, it means that the person is crazy (i.e. nuts in the head). So... thou art a fruitcake! *silly grin*
Oh. And tasted Qicong's heavenly baked brownies with creamcheese topping. Mmmm~
Its back to the piano again, because of audition. 2 contrasting pieces, knowledge of scales/appergios and sight reading. Damn. It feels like exam again. Oh well, thank goodness audition is in December. Hope I clear both audition and interview. But now, its mugging period. *big long siggggh*