I ought to be shot in the head.

Spent a nice 10 minutes typing away slavishly at my previous entry. Only to have it all wiped off just because the page couldn't load.

Well, considering that I spent the last 10 minutes talking about my bowling. I feel utterly defeated now. Nothing's going right.

Square 1 again.

I went to bowl at Tampines Safra. Well, my entry doesn't quite have an effect now because I've calmed down by now. After talking to XH and mum. Yeah, calmed down :)
To cut everything short, I was bowling BADLY. Couldn't handle the oiling. I lost the ability to control my emotions. Usually I'm the one who is in full control and have to calm others down. Today, nobody could do that for me when I totally lost it. At least I managed to bounce back up again. Mental strength is still not very good, but improving. Rather demoralising play today. *sadness*

Managed to calm down a little, thought I feel as if I'm going on a roller coaster ride. AGGH. Why is bowling so mental? The question goes unanswered.

I chanced upon several emoticons. Lovely site. ...My Smilies...

Current Mood : lost.

x`p
8:46 PM

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