*phew* Southern Explorer aka The Treasure Hunt with an Amazing Twist 2003 at Sentosa.
Yesterday
Headed over to Suntec with Suzanne, went to Topshop and tried alot of clothes. Took pictures in different attires in the changing rooms. Haha, rather fun. Cheap thrill lah. *grins* I settled for this orange top, but I still love the pair of slacks...TopSHop is selling similar slacks to the one that I found in Miss Selfrige. Its cheaper after a 30% discount, but I don't know whether I should buy it. Ahh. Dilemma! Suzanne bought a pair of berms and a blue sleeveless top, which look really good on her. Yeah, way to go, Su-san! Then walked around Suntec, felt hungry. Ate at Nest Delights, this Chinese small eatery that sells really good dian-xin...woohoo~ I love tim sum. *drools* Ate until sooo bloated.
Today
Sentosa! It rained really heavily in the morning, I kept praying that the rain will stop when I reach Sentosa, thank God it really did and the weather was so good. If it was any hotter we wouldn't have survived the race.
Met the TJ people who participated with us, as well as HCJC, ACJC, CJC, SP and NUS people who were taking part as well. Lotsa people, good-lookings to look at. Found one HCJC guy who looks a little like Jonathan, aww. so cute. Hmm, so we started running. The first clue had us stumped for a while, and after smelling it we decided it was Scent Garden. Haha. So ran ran ran, up the forest trail, climbed up a hell lot of steps. And the cycle repeats itself again. Ran down the Dragon Trail, ran up a billion steps, ran on the sand, ran along the road...basically a mad headlong rush to get to every station. And the running was *pants*...tiring! It was fun though, collapsing into the monorail, the bus, the tram...the monorail was terribly slow tho'. Haha.
Of course didn't win, but had some fun. Food after that was great coz' we were all so hungry. Went to bathe. But got so itchy after the bath coz of the ant bites and surrounding air that I couldn't wear sleeveless (had to settle for a Nike t-shirt) and had to refrain from scratching. Felt good after bathing. Trudged back to TIong Bahru to have our meal. How satisfying. Sat there and talk talk talk talk talk. Then got onto the MRT and headed straight home...too tired lah! *grumbles*
I guess Suzanne and Christina would have posted today's events up on their blogs as well. Won't say much. I gotta start on my piled-up tutorials.
Oh, and I managed to clear a little of my mind today. No more bowling coz' it won't bring me any much good, despite my passion for it. *sigh* Still feeling rather empty now that competition is over.
Current Mood :
Silly but tired. Rather happy.
Thursday, May 29, 2003Yesterday
Headed over to Suntec with Suzanne, went to Topshop and tried alot of clothes. Took pictures in different attires in the changing rooms. Haha, rather fun. Cheap thrill lah. *grins* I settled for this orange top, but I still love the pair of slacks...TopSHop is selling similar slacks to the one that I found in Miss Selfrige. Its cheaper after a 30% discount, but I don't know whether I should buy it. Ahh. Dilemma! Suzanne bought a pair of berms and a blue sleeveless top, which look really good on her. Yeah, way to go, Su-san! Then walked around Suntec, felt hungry. Ate at Nest Delights, this Chinese small eatery that sells really good dian-xin...woohoo~ I love tim sum. *drools* Ate until sooo bloated.
Today
Sentosa! It rained really heavily in the morning, I kept praying that the rain will stop when I reach Sentosa, thank God it really did and the weather was so good. If it was any hotter we wouldn't have survived the race.
Met the TJ people who participated with us, as well as HCJC, ACJC, CJC, SP and NUS people who were taking part as well. Lotsa people, good-lookings to look at. Found one HCJC guy who looks a little like Jonathan, aww. so cute. Hmm, so we started running. The first clue had us stumped for a while, and after smelling it we decided it was Scent Garden. Haha. So ran ran ran, up the forest trail, climbed up a hell lot of steps. And the cycle repeats itself again. Ran down the Dragon Trail, ran up a billion steps, ran on the sand, ran along the road...basically a mad headlong rush to get to every station. And the running was *pants*...tiring! It was fun though, collapsing into the monorail, the bus, the tram...the monorail was terribly slow tho'. Haha.
Of course didn't win, but had some fun. Food after that was great coz' we were all so hungry. Went to bathe. But got so itchy after the bath coz of the ant bites and surrounding air that I couldn't wear sleeveless (had to settle for a Nike t-shirt) and had to refrain from scratching. Felt good after bathing. Trudged back to TIong Bahru to have our meal. How satisfying. Sat there and talk talk talk talk talk. Then got onto the MRT and headed straight home...too tired lah! *grumbles*
I guess Suzanne and Christina would have posted today's events up on their blogs as well. Won't say much. I gotta start on my piled-up tutorials.
Oh, and I managed to clear a little of my mind today. No more bowling coz' it won't bring me any much good, despite my passion for it. *sigh* Still feeling rather empty now that competition is over.
Current Mood :
Silly but tired. Rather happy.
Finally, finally, the bowling tournament is over. *sigh of relief*
I think the coached were pretty mad at me, I was so angry at them for scolding me and the team 1 guys and girls, all no mood to bowl lerz. Oh well. its O-V-E-R!!! I was too relaxed today, didn't have any mood to bowl, couldn't find strike-line, gonna heck care about it. Yahoo. No more about bowling.
Hmm, went to Orchard with Pam, Bernie, Rach and Huimin today. Shaa joined us for lunch :) Its shopping and eating therapy after a hard 3 days bowling!
1) Went to eat at Swensens. Free flow ice cream! But the waitress was giving us real dirty looks because we were all sharing the free flow ice cream when it was supposed to be only one person eating. She kept coming over to check on us!
2) Headed over to Heeren. Felt so full, we had no choice but to sit down. Haha...stomach was aching from eating too much. Bought a couple of rubber bands to tie my hair. Red and hot pink! Plus on top of that I received a pink rubber band from Bernie this morning
3) Saw some nice tank tops, a pity they were too small. Walked around somemore. And somemore.
4) Wanted to go to Topshop, but ended up at Miss Selfrige instead. Posed with a thong..hahaha. Saw a pair of grey slacks which really look good, so I tried it on. Too bad its a little too short and expensive. Rach and Pam chose a pink sleeveless top for me to go with the slacks. Kor said I look good in that top. YEAH! *grins* I love that slacksss!!!!
5) Popped into some shop and tried on hats. Stupid lady didn't allow us to take pictures. But I still caught one anyway. I think I look good in sunhats. Haha. Whatever you call them.
6) Giordano's new model is sooooo cute! He's totalleeeeee dashing cute with "you're-gonna-melt" eyes. *goes goo goo gaa gaa over him*
7) Passed by BreadTalk. Saw the newest slogan they had. "Hot Chic in town." Showing this floss bread with a chicken head on fire and chicken legs sticking out, like a flossed up chick lah. Hahaa. Just had to take a picture of that. Tempting!
8) Finally on the MRT. Had to lean on something coz' stomach was hurting so bad, so leaned against some corner jutting out, blocking the person sitting in front of me. She wanted to stretch her legs but couldn't so she "tsk tsk tsk" and said "Irritating". Yeah, I was like "Oh sorrrrrry. Train rather crowded and I have a stomach-ache. Had to lean. I figured you wouldn't give up your seat so I had to lean instead. How irritating" in a sarcastic tone of course. She glared at me. I glared back lah. Some people can be such irritants. I'll just be a bitch to them. Hahaha.
Current Mood :
Happy.
Wednesday, May 28, 2003I think the coached were pretty mad at me, I was so angry at them for scolding me and the team 1 guys and girls, all no mood to bowl lerz. Oh well. its O-V-E-R!!! I was too relaxed today, didn't have any mood to bowl, couldn't find strike-line, gonna heck care about it. Yahoo. No more about bowling.
Hmm, went to Orchard with Pam, Bernie, Rach and Huimin today. Shaa joined us for lunch :) Its shopping and eating therapy after a hard 3 days bowling!
1) Went to eat at Swensens. Free flow ice cream! But the waitress was giving us real dirty looks because we were all sharing the free flow ice cream when it was supposed to be only one person eating. She kept coming over to check on us!
2) Headed over to Heeren. Felt so full, we had no choice but to sit down. Haha...stomach was aching from eating too much. Bought a couple of rubber bands to tie my hair. Red and hot pink! Plus on top of that I received a pink rubber band from Bernie this morning
3) Saw some nice tank tops, a pity they were too small. Walked around somemore. And somemore.
4) Wanted to go to Topshop, but ended up at Miss Selfrige instead. Posed with a thong..hahaha. Saw a pair of grey slacks which really look good, so I tried it on. Too bad its a little too short and expensive. Rach and Pam chose a pink sleeveless top for me to go with the slacks. Kor said I look good in that top. YEAH! *grins* I love that slacksss!!!!
5) Popped into some shop and tried on hats. Stupid lady didn't allow us to take pictures. But I still caught one anyway. I think I look good in sunhats. Haha. Whatever you call them.
6) Giordano's new model is sooooo cute! He's totalleeeeee dashing cute with "you're-gonna-melt" eyes. *goes goo goo gaa gaa over him*
7) Passed by BreadTalk. Saw the newest slogan they had. "Hot Chic in town." Showing this floss bread with a chicken head on fire and chicken legs sticking out, like a flossed up chick lah. Hahaa. Just had to take a picture of that. Tempting!
8) Finally on the MRT. Had to lean on something coz' stomach was hurting so bad, so leaned against some corner jutting out, blocking the person sitting in front of me. She wanted to stretch her legs but couldn't so she "tsk tsk tsk" and said "Irritating". Yeah, I was like "Oh sorrrrrry. Train rather crowded and I have a stomach-ache. Had to lean. I figured you wouldn't give up your seat so I had to lean instead. How irritating" in a sarcastic tone of course. She glared at me. I glared back lah. Some people can be such irritants. I'll just be a bitch to them. Hahaha.
Current Mood :
Happy.
Went back to school. Forgot to bring tie. Bahz.
Suzanne, Amanda and Huiyu were really so nice to me today...awww. They are such nice friends, now no longer feeling down down down. *smiles* Huiyu, aww. Thanx so much for that printed laminated paper...its really really nice..heh heh. Gonna stick it in my file. Yayyyy. Suzanne, thanx for those Herseys...chocs do make me feel better, heck about getting fat. We'll slim down in time for Grad night, no prob one! *grins*
Took a couple of really cute pictures today, uploaded them.
updated. :)
Made my day really. Finished a lit presentation with Amanda within...2 minutes, and Miss Tan said it was well covered. We areeee goood!
May tomorrow be a better day.
Current Mood :
Cheesy.
Tuesday, May 27, 2003Suzanne, Amanda and Huiyu were really so nice to me today...awww. They are such nice friends, now no longer feeling down down down. *smiles* Huiyu, aww. Thanx so much for that printed laminated paper...its really really nice..heh heh. Gonna stick it in my file. Yayyyy. Suzanne, thanx for those Herseys...chocs do make me feel better, heck about getting fat. We'll slim down in time for Grad night, no prob one! *grins*
Took a couple of really cute pictures today, uploaded them.
updated. :)
Made my day really. Finished a lit presentation with Amanda within...2 minutes, and Miss Tan said it was well covered. We areeee goood!
May tomorrow be a better day.
Current Mood :
Cheesy.
Coach sent me to die. I really died.
Bowled really really badly today, only got a 126 average. Yesterday's 150 average put me in 35th position out of 108 bowlers, which I consider pretty good. But today's bowling was absolutely absolutely terrible. *sad* Somehow I keep thinking Michael is right all along, he did the best thing to switch my doubles partner from SQ to Bern. After all, I played so badly today. Maybe I suck after all.
I suck suck suck suck. TJC girls team was actually in 5th position overall. But because of me, I probably pulled the team down alot. *sigh* All because of me and my tensed up body. Threw so many gutter balls today. Nobody could help me. Michael gave up on me long ago. Thank goodness Jimmy stayed there. Sigh, but I kinda let him down....as I did to team 1, as I did to TJC.
It sucks to think that after this tournament I wouldn't be bowling competitively anymore. Maybe I was dreaming all these while that I could try getting into the Masters. How stupid of me, really really stupid of me. I could really kick myself for that. Added pressure = failure.
Maybe I should take up something new instead of bowling after this tournament. Maybe, something like knitting. *rolls eyes* It will definitely make my mum happier so that she won't have to waste money buying pullovers for me. Haaaaahaaaaaa.
Alright. Left arm hanging loose again. Not gonna care. Screw it.
Current Mood :
depressed.
Monday, May 26, 2003Bowled really really badly today, only got a 126 average. Yesterday's 150 average put me in 35th position out of 108 bowlers, which I consider pretty good. But today's bowling was absolutely absolutely terrible. *sad* Somehow I keep thinking Michael is right all along, he did the best thing to switch my doubles partner from SQ to Bern. After all, I played so badly today. Maybe I suck after all.
I suck suck suck suck. TJC girls team was actually in 5th position overall. But because of me, I probably pulled the team down alot. *sigh* All because of me and my tensed up body. Threw so many gutter balls today. Nobody could help me. Michael gave up on me long ago. Thank goodness Jimmy stayed there. Sigh, but I kinda let him down....as I did to team 1, as I did to TJC.
It sucks to think that after this tournament I wouldn't be bowling competitively anymore. Maybe I was dreaming all these while that I could try getting into the Masters. How stupid of me, really really stupid of me. I could really kick myself for that. Added pressure = failure.
Maybe I should take up something new instead of bowling after this tournament. Maybe, something like knitting. *rolls eyes* It will definitely make my mum happier so that she won't have to waste money buying pullovers for me. Haaaaahaaaaaa.
Alright. Left arm hanging loose again. Not gonna care. Screw it.
Current Mood :
depressed.
Tournament day 1 
Started off very tensed. Had to calm myself down, DARN. I hate it when I go all tensed up.
127, 156, 141, 178 <--the 4 game series.
Basically, I think too much. Sheesh. That's my fault. Was so darn embarrassed today, Shiqi kinda dislocated my middle finger, good thing its on the right hand. *phew* Rather numb, managed to bowl alright. But she did a miracle, after she felt so guilty for having done that to me, she bowled a 203. Well done for her. I never felt so happy for her.
Lost to Huimin by an avg of 7 pins, had my doubles partner replaced. *sigh* And all the while I thought Shiqi and I will be doubles partner. Nevermind. I'll aim for the Masters. I'll show Michael that he will regret switching doubles partners. Not that I'm unhappy with the switch, just something to motivate me to get into the Masters. *grrr*
Entire left arm is hanging loose, hopefully will be alright by tomorrow. Have to go polish my ball now. Tomorrow will be a better day. Ah to hell with it. Nobody knows what bowling is like anyway.
Current Mood :
blah.
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Started off very tensed. Had to calm myself down, DARN. I hate it when I go all tensed up.
127, 156, 141, 178 <--the 4 game series.
Basically, I think too much. Sheesh. That's my fault. Was so darn embarrassed today, Shiqi kinda dislocated my middle finger, good thing its on the right hand. *phew* Rather numb, managed to bowl alright. But she did a miracle, after she felt so guilty for having done that to me, she bowled a 203. Well done for her. I never felt so happy for her.
Lost to Huimin by an avg of 7 pins, had my doubles partner replaced. *sigh* And all the while I thought Shiqi and I will be doubles partner. Nevermind. I'll aim for the Masters. I'll show Michael that he will regret switching doubles partners. Not that I'm unhappy with the switch, just something to motivate me to get into the Masters. *grrr*
Entire left arm is hanging loose, hopefully will be alright by tomorrow. Have to go polish my ball now. Tomorrow will be a better day. Ah to hell with it. Nobody knows what bowling is like anyway.
Current Mood :
blah.
I ought to be shot in the head.
Spent a nice 10 minutes typing away slavishly at my previous entry. Only to have it all wiped off just because the page couldn't load.
Well, considering that I spent the last 10 minutes talking about my bowling. I feel utterly defeated now. Nothing's going right.
Square 1 again.
I went to bowl at Tampines Safra. Well, my entry doesn't quite have an effect now because I've calmed down by now. After talking to XH and mum. Yeah, calmed down :)
To cut everything short, I was bowling BADLY. Couldn't handle the oiling. I lost the ability to control my emotions. Usually I'm the one who is in full control and have to calm others down. Today, nobody could do that for me when I totally lost it. At least I managed to bounce back up again. Mental strength is still not very good, but improving. Rather demoralising play today. *sadness*
Managed to calm down a little, thought I feel as if I'm going on a roller coaster ride. AGGH. Why is bowling so mental? The question goes unanswered.
I chanced upon several emoticons. Lovely site. ...My Smilies...
Current Mood :
lost.
Saturday, May 24, 2003Spent a nice 10 minutes typing away slavishly at my previous entry. Only to have it all wiped off just because the page couldn't load.
Well, considering that I spent the last 10 minutes talking about my bowling. I feel utterly defeated now. Nothing's going right.
Square 1 again.
I went to bowl at Tampines Safra. Well, my entry doesn't quite have an effect now because I've calmed down by now. After talking to XH and mum. Yeah, calmed down :)
To cut everything short, I was bowling BADLY. Couldn't handle the oiling. I lost the ability to control my emotions. Usually I'm the one who is in full control and have to calm others down. Today, nobody could do that for me when I totally lost it. At least I managed to bounce back up again. Mental strength is still not very good, but improving. Rather demoralising play today. *sadness*
Managed to calm down a little, thought I feel as if I'm going on a roller coaster ride. AGGH. Why is bowling so mental? The question goes unanswered.
I chanced upon several emoticons. Lovely site. ...My Smilies...
Current Mood :
lost.
Couldn't sleep last night. Mum kept shouting out my name in her dreams... *grumbles*
Woke up at 7 to steam "bao" this morning...headed to Raffles Institution for my theory exam. I tell you. Their school facilities are wonderfullll. Classrooms with air-cons. Toilets with auto-flush, auto-taps. *impressed*
Qiu Lian Ban Mian, Bishan st 11 rocks. *cheers* Junction 8 today was hell, filled with aunties with their big asses shoving me around.
Yeah, bowling bowling bowling again. Really tired now. Drained mentally, physically, emotionally. Hopefully competition will be ALLLLRIGHT. Which is this coming Monday!
Today's the first time I got to see my new blog layout. Thanks sooooooo much Nicole! *big beary hugz* Its beauuutiful *smiles*
Thursday, May 22, 2003Woke up at 7 to steam "bao" this morning...headed to Raffles Institution for my theory exam. I tell you. Their school facilities are wonderfullll. Classrooms with air-cons. Toilets with auto-flush, auto-taps. *impressed*
Qiu Lian Ban Mian, Bishan st 11 rocks. *cheers* Junction 8 today was hell, filled with aunties with their big asses shoving me around.
Yeah, bowling bowling bowling again. Really tired now. Drained mentally, physically, emotionally. Hopefully competition will be ALLLLRIGHT. Which is this coming Monday!
Today's the first time I got to see my new blog layout. Thanks sooooooo much Nicole! *big beary hugz* Its beauuutiful *smiles*
its 10:34am and I'm at home on a nice Thursday morning when everybody should be having..Chinese. Haha.
I ought to be studying. Just finished reading my notes, they are suchhh a chore.
I miss bak kut teh. I so wanna eat it. NOW.
Alas, cravings go un-noticed again. I'll have it as soon as I can.
Tournament coming up. Bowling tonight with the rest of team 1. I better get some afternoon nap later.
Butter cookies from St Michael's taste absolutely delicious. Melted in your mouth. Mmmmm~
Sip of soyabean milk. Munch again on cookies. I'm sure gonna grow fat. Cup noodles for lunch later.
*hungry*
Wednesday, May 21, 2003I ought to be studying. Just finished reading my notes, they are suchhh a chore.
I miss bak kut teh. I so wanna eat it. NOW.
Alas, cravings go un-noticed again. I'll have it as soon as I can.
Tournament coming up. Bowling tonight with the rest of team 1. I better get some afternoon nap later.
Butter cookies from St Michael's taste absolutely delicious. Melted in your mouth. Mmmmm~
Sip of soyabean milk. Munch again on cookies. I'm sure gonna grow fat. Cup noodles for lunch later.
*hungry*
Bowled at Cathay East Coast today. It was freeeakkinggg hot! They probably survived on one air-con only. I (and everybody) were dripping with perspiration after one game, not to mention how we felt after 6 games?! *faints*
Not too bad today. Got my feeling back again. *yay*
Backstreet Boys - "I want a Fat Babe"
Pretty funny.
Enjoy.
Sunday, May 18, 2003Not too bad today. Got my feeling back again. *yay*
Backstreet Boys - "I want a Fat Babe"
Pretty funny.
Enjoy.
Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me loving him before has now transformed into the cause of all the restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy would yearn for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.
One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I want a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thoughts the whole night with cigarette lighted all the time.
My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looked deep into his eyes and I slowly answered: "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind, Let say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we both sure that the making you to pick the flower will cause death, will you do it for me?"
He said:" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sank just by listening to his respond.
The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratched writing, underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes....
Dear,
"I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons" This first lines has already broke my heart. I continue reading. "You can only type with computer and always messes up the programs in the PC, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way. You always have cramps when your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy.
You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will come down with infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to curb your boredom.
You always stare into the computer screen, and that'll do no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands... tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "
My tears drops and blurred the ink of his hand writing... and I resume my reading...
"And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there,with your favorite bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight onto the milk and bread....
Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone...
That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. . flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands... and that's our life...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Simply touching. *goes..awwwwwwwwww* I mean, really touching :)
One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I want a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered.
He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thoughts the whole night with cigarette lighted all the time.
My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked:" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looked deep into his eyes and I slowly answered: "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind, Let say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we both sure that the making you to pick the flower will cause death, will you do it for me?"
He said:" I will give you your answer tomorrow...." My heart just sank just by listening to his respond.
The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratched writing, underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes....
Dear,
"I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons" This first lines has already broke my heart. I continue reading. "You can only type with computer and always messes up the programs in the PC, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way. You always have cramps when your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy.
You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will come down with infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to curb your boredom.
You always stare into the computer screen, and that'll do no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sands... tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, before I am sure there are someone who loves you more than I do... I would not pick the flower, and die.. "
My tears drops and blurred the ink of his hand writing... and I resume my reading...
"And now, dear... you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there,with your favorite bread and fresh milk... I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight onto the milk and bread....
Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone...
That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.
Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. . flowers, romantic moments is only the buckish formed on the surface of the relationship.
Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands... and that's our life...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Simply touching. *goes..awwwwwwwwww* I mean, really touching :)
Sunday morning.
I'm still trying to find out where I can get this script that uses faces to describe my blog moods...not succeeding at all. Yesterday was a terribly long day, I was at Yishun Safra from 1.30pm to 7.50pm...realise I can't do lane adjustments for nuts, didn't bowl that well, but standard stillll there. Then the team line-ups were announced, not very desirable...so we had to appeal to Mr Ng to keep the two year twos back into the team. Hopefully all goes well...speaking of which, I have to inform everybody that there will be a meeting. *rubs eyes*
I'm hungry, after all its 10.28am now, and I haven't had breakfast...guess I'll go heat up my lunch. Having early dinner tonight. I hope its somewhere good.
Doing research for my Geog 'S' level now...Ahhhh. *groans* I so don't wanna do work anymore. Tournament..*looks at calender* in exactly 7 more days!
Alright, people call me bowling mad. I guess I'm just obsessed with it.
Saturday, May 17, 2003I'm still trying to find out where I can get this script that uses faces to describe my blog moods...not succeeding at all. Yesterday was a terribly long day, I was at Yishun Safra from 1.30pm to 7.50pm...realise I can't do lane adjustments for nuts, didn't bowl that well, but standard stillll there. Then the team line-ups were announced, not very desirable...so we had to appeal to Mr Ng to keep the two year twos back into the team. Hopefully all goes well...speaking of which, I have to inform everybody that there will be a meeting. *rubs eyes*
I'm hungry, after all its 10.28am now, and I haven't had breakfast...guess I'll go heat up my lunch. Having early dinner tonight. I hope its somewhere good.
Doing research for my Geog 'S' level now...Ahhhh. *groans* I so don't wanna do work anymore. Tournament..*looks at calender* in exactly 7 more days!
Alright, people call me bowling mad. I guess I'm just obsessed with it.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I got the first few pictures up. *points excitedly to link by the side*
Phew. After so many try-an-errors...I can finally start on my work proper :)
pics. (still adding on...)
Friday, May 16, 2003Phew. After so many try-an-errors...I can finally start on my work proper :)
pics. (still adding on...)
Just got a link from my kor's blog. Really nice street fighting parallel. *grins*
And I kick and I kick and I box you.
Kind of got banned from the phone, poor me. Poor darling. Poor everybody. :(
Thursday, May 15, 2003And I kick and I kick and I box you.
Kind of got banned from the phone, poor me. Poor darling. Poor everybody. :(
Ahhh. Jasmin :) Haven't heard from you for such a loooonggg time. Your site is still as amazing.
I always wondered how in the world they have such creativity and skill to create wonderful webpages to drool over...? I know it takes a hell lot of time and experiments. My gosh. When will I have that time.?
Its been a long time since I saw Jasmin. The secondary 4 days when we were that close, well. Time passes. I'm just glad to hold on to a friendship that has advanced past blooming. *smiles*
I always wondered how in the world they have such creativity and skill to create wonderful webpages to drool over...? I know it takes a hell lot of time and experiments. My gosh. When will I have that time.?
Its been a long time since I saw Jasmin. The secondary 4 days when we were that close, well. Time passes. I'm just glad to hold on to a friendship that has advanced past blooming. *smiles*
My day. Pretty boring. Sadistic Mr Chung (GP tutor) made us go back for some mock GP paper. Man, and I was dead tired.
So it basically was a go to school, go Burger King and eat, came back, bathe and slept, and dinner, and stone on net day.
Helped Suzanne create her blog. Phew. At least it works. Now a new link is up.
Spaced out.
Wednesday, May 14, 2003So it basically was a go to school, go Burger King and eat, came back, bathe and slept, and dinner, and stone on net day.
Helped Suzanne create her blog. Phew. At least it works. Now a new link is up.
Spaced out.
*slumps onto chair and stretches legs out on bed*
*cold honey water with a teaspoon of vinegar...* - refreshing
song : Evanescence - Even in Death
Just returned from a stoned Wednesday morning. Classes were boring. As usual.
Bowling...130, (changed lanes)103, 157. Hurhur. I take a long time to adjust to the lanes. Terrible. At least my basics are still there.
Headed down to Bugis because Bernie wanted to buy her PINK pencil LEAD from ANBC, so there we go. Stopped by Old Chang Kee for a quick bite, mmmm! Squid head fritters and crab fillet. Lovely~
Headed to MUJI. Woah, the store's so nice. I so nearly wanted to buy everything inside there. Bought a ruler, a mechanical pencil, a pink pen and an organiser skin. Bernie bought a white netted pencil box. Suits her, but I'm like attracted to it. Nice to put all my barang barang when I go out.
Past by Mu-ee...wahoo. Tempted to go in again. Saw some of those real funny badges...bought one called "Bollocks" for darling, coz he loves to say that word. Hahaha. I was indeed tired out, so quickly headed to ANBC and shooed Bernie in and out of the shop like some hurricane. Hurricane XP. Not bad :)
Finalleeeee got back at 8.40pm. Had a wonderful warm bath, was singing in the bathroom as usual. I think bathrooms create the nicest echo effect. They should build studios like a typical bathroom design. Then all singers who step in there will have the most relaxed voice ever. Haha! My brilllllant idea!
Loaded all the pictures and videos into my computer. Had a great laugh over them. Can't wait to post them up soon. If I get my site done.
Tuesday, May 13, 2003*cold honey water with a teaspoon of vinegar...* - refreshing
song : Evanescence - Even in Death
Just returned from a stoned Wednesday morning. Classes were boring. As usual.
Bowling...130, (changed lanes)103, 157. Hurhur. I take a long time to adjust to the lanes. Terrible. At least my basics are still there.
Headed down to Bugis because Bernie wanted to buy her PINK pencil LEAD from ANBC, so there we go. Stopped by Old Chang Kee for a quick bite, mmmm! Squid head fritters and crab fillet. Lovely~
Headed to MUJI. Woah, the store's so nice. I so nearly wanted to buy everything inside there. Bought a ruler, a mechanical pencil, a pink pen and an organiser skin. Bernie bought a white netted pencil box. Suits her, but I'm like attracted to it. Nice to put all my barang barang when I go out.
Past by Mu-ee...wahoo. Tempted to go in again. Saw some of those real funny badges...bought one called "Bollocks" for darling, coz he loves to say that word. Hahaha. I was indeed tired out, so quickly headed to ANBC and shooed Bernie in and out of the shop like some hurricane. Hurricane XP. Not bad :)
Finalleeeee got back at 8.40pm. Had a wonderful warm bath, was singing in the bathroom as usual. I think bathrooms create the nicest echo effect. They should build studios like a typical bathroom design. Then all singers who step in there will have the most relaxed voice ever. Haha! My brilllllant idea!
Loaded all the pictures and videos into my computer. Had a great laugh over them. Can't wait to post them up soon. If I get my site done.
I have shaky handssssss!
Most of the photos didn't turn out well beeeeeeeecoz' of my lousy hands. Practise!!! *grimaces*
Oh anyway, took a few nice pictures, of course, those just have to happen when my hands aren't shaking.
Bowling meeting today. And I thought they will announce the team line-up. Nahhhh. They. didn't. I shouldn't have went back at all.
Monday, May 12, 2003Most of the photos didn't turn out well beeeeeeeecoz' of my lousy hands. Practise!!! *grimaces*
Oh anyway, took a few nice pictures, of course, those just have to happen when my hands aren't shaking.
Bowling meeting today. And I thought they will announce the team line-up. Nahhhh. They. didn't. I shouldn't have went back at all.
saw a little girl eating ice cream when i went downstairs for last minute grocery shopping. she licked the ice cream, and then lick around her lips (with the ice cream) and tried to touch her nose. such childlike innocence. ::laugh::
checking out the changes i made to my blog.
*snap* one hot guy.
*snap* two hot guy.
*snap* three hot guy.
*snap* four hot guy.
Yes, I'm having fun in school with my Konica...haha. X'tina and Suz were busy snapping pix of themselves, I still have shaky hands. *groans*
Took two really nice pictures with Bernz today, she looks so sweet. Awwwz. No wonder so many guys are after her *grins*
At last the Shout Out works. *cheers* Was so scared it was down again...had to pray like mad. Now waiting for a link to my haven't-yet-created picture page.
Sunday, May 11, 2003*snap* two hot guy.
*snap* three hot guy.
*snap* four hot guy.
Yes, I'm having fun in school with my Konica...haha. X'tina and Suz were busy snapping pix of themselves, I still have shaky hands. *groans*
Took two really nice pictures with Bernz today, she looks so sweet. Awwwz. No wonder so many guys are after her *grins*
At last the Shout Out works. *cheers* Was so scared it was down again...had to pray like mad. Now waiting for a link to my haven't-yet-created picture page.
Happy Mother's Day mummy. I love you.
If there's gonna be a Happy Darling's Day, it will be everyday. coz I wanna say "I love you darling" to XH everyday.
If there's gonna be a Happy Darling's Day, it will be everyday. coz I wanna say "I love you darling" to XH everyday.
Bought my 2nd darling at last. Too bad they stopped selling Casio Exilim. Ended up with a Konica Revio C2. Mmmm. So small, so sleek, so slim, so chio.
Kor's hairstyle's so cute. Awww. Haha, Yeah, met him up at Bugis after training to go Sim Lim to buy my 2nd darling :)
Training was good. Had a roll-off. 3 games series. 181, 161, and something else. I forgot. But everything was good. *beams happily*
Was at Yishun Safra, headed to the rock wall and saw so many rock-climbers. Man, they have the greatest bodies *drools*
Then headed over to the lil' arcade, played Bishi Bashi with Shiqi and Para Para, plus a hell lot of DDR..haha. Great memories, I was so rusty. Yeah, had some fun. Maybe I should do that for the next two Sat trainings over there. *grins*
Met up with XH in the morning, I forgot my EZ-link card, or else would have headed over to his house...ahhhh... *groans* Me and my lousy memory. Bought a pair of Adidas shorts, not those running shorts tho'. Pretty nice fit I must say. *happiness*
Sheesh, I think I'm eating too much. Have to cut down!!! *yells*
2 more weeks to tournament.
Friday, May 09, 2003Kor's hairstyle's so cute. Awww. Haha, Yeah, met him up at Bugis after training to go Sim Lim to buy my 2nd darling :)
Training was good. Had a roll-off. 3 games series. 181, 161, and something else. I forgot. But everything was good. *beams happily*
Was at Yishun Safra, headed to the rock wall and saw so many rock-climbers. Man, they have the greatest bodies *drools*
Then headed over to the lil' arcade, played Bishi Bashi with Shiqi and Para Para, plus a hell lot of DDR..haha. Great memories, I was so rusty. Yeah, had some fun. Maybe I should do that for the next two Sat trainings over there. *grins*
Met up with XH in the morning, I forgot my EZ-link card, or else would have headed over to his house...ahhhh... *groans* Me and my lousy memory. Bought a pair of Adidas shorts, not those running shorts tho'. Pretty nice fit I must say. *happiness*
Sheesh, I think I'm eating too much. Have to cut down!!! *yells*
2 more weeks to tournament.
Hmm, work is piling up so much. Too busy to update. *wan smile*
Started intensive training, bowling about 4-5 times a week, my thumb is declaring a holiday today since its too swollen. haha.
School work is piling up coz' I don't have the time to do it. Yikes.
Hmm.
Shared 3 plates of food, 1 plate of fried rice, 1 plate of Hokkien mee, 1 plate of dunno-what-noodle, between me and x'tina. Soooooo sinful !!!!! *guilty look* felt so terrible that I had to go order a cup of orange-lemon juice, less orange and more lemon. Everybody complained its super sour but I found it great. Ahh. I felt so much better.
YS gave me this piece of cake that was sooooo sweet, *gags* had to swallow it down...he didn't know that that was too sweet for me. *blehz* Haha, lucky me, at least I don't have a liking for sweet stuff, keeps me from goign overly fat.
Tomorrow training again, I hope I produce results in front of the coaches. Can't wait. Gonna collect White Dot from Rob soon. Yay!
Tuesday, May 06, 2003Started intensive training, bowling about 4-5 times a week, my thumb is declaring a holiday today since its too swollen. haha.
School work is piling up coz' I don't have the time to do it. Yikes.
Hmm.
Shared 3 plates of food, 1 plate of fried rice, 1 plate of Hokkien mee, 1 plate of dunno-what-noodle, between me and x'tina. Soooooo sinful !!!!! *guilty look* felt so terrible that I had to go order a cup of orange-lemon juice, less orange and more lemon. Everybody complained its super sour but I found it great. Ahh. I felt so much better.
YS gave me this piece of cake that was sooooo sweet, *gags* had to swallow it down...he didn't know that that was too sweet for me. *blehz* Haha, lucky me, at least I don't have a liking for sweet stuff, keeps me from goign overly fat.
Tomorrow training again, I hope I produce results in front of the coaches. Can't wait. Gonna collect White Dot from Rob soon. Yay!
"Please do realise you're not the only one feeling like fuck. This doesn't give you the right to attack me."
It is indeed useless to just sit and listen. Because people do not appreciate you. Everybody wants you to give ideas, advice, suggestions. And if you tell them wrong stuff, they blame you for whatever consequences they have to bear in the end. Maybe I'm just not the right person for someone to pour out troubles to me. Maybe its just me after all. But you're still like that. Be it whatever approach I try. I give up. I don't aspire, after all, to be a counsellor.
Bowled like a dork today. I think I'm physically too tired to maintain my strength. Relax. Relax. Relax.
Darling came over. Finally could spend some time with him. Its been a looonnnngg time since I properly spent time with him.
So much work to do, I'm just clearing them day by day. Bowling again tomorrow. Can I take it? I must.
Monday, May 05, 2003It is indeed useless to just sit and listen. Because people do not appreciate you. Everybody wants you to give ideas, advice, suggestions. And if you tell them wrong stuff, they blame you for whatever consequences they have to bear in the end. Maybe I'm just not the right person for someone to pour out troubles to me. Maybe its just me after all. But you're still like that. Be it whatever approach I try. I give up. I don't aspire, after all, to be a counsellor.
Bowled like a dork today. I think I'm physically too tired to maintain my strength. Relax. Relax. Relax.
Darling came over. Finally could spend some time with him. Its been a looonnnngg time since I properly spent time with him.
So much work to do, I'm just clearing them day by day. Bowling again tomorrow. Can I take it? I must.
Monday Blueeees! Maybe not as blueeey as I thought, but oh well :)
Had to take my temperature again, its never gonna go above 36.5 deg, that was my highest so far. Have to take till Friday, and I thought today will be the last day I see that thermometer! *yells*
Had PE, was pleasantly surprised to learn that the swim team had to come back for land PT, good also lah. Can see himmmmmm. *smiles* Hmm, I'm really hungry now, can smell my dinner. Can't wait to eat, thought I've been eating so much. *grumbles* Ran a mere 1.2km and did some sit-ups and back-lifts. How boring. This Wednesday's training at Cathay East Coast. Sheesh. The whole world's complaining. I don't really care. Anywhere but Classic. Lalalaaaaa.
Can't wait to get my dearest Casio Exilim. Mmmm. Then I'll have to figure out how to set up a webbie pagie.
Loads of work due. *pouts* 2 Lit essays, 1 Geography DRQ, Maths tutorial. Miss Tan's work to prepare for, questions for meeting up with Miss J, music theory. Thank God music theory exam has been postponed to 24th May. At Raffles Institution!!!!
Glad that the problem with Suz is over, things are so much better. Had fish and pineapple rice in school today, from the stall Wild Wild West. So oily! Fat fat fat. Ahhh. Everytime I resolve to go on a eat-less diet, I end up eating more week after week.
Saw Astri today!!!! *screams* She looked so pretty, came back from U.S. for a short visit..lucky me to catch her around. *beams happily*
Missed bus 38 and had to sit at the horrible bus-stop and get bitten by mosquitoes. So many. Was practically whining away to XH. sigh. I hate blood-suckers.
Saturday, May 03, 2003Had to take my temperature again, its never gonna go above 36.5 deg, that was my highest so far. Have to take till Friday, and I thought today will be the last day I see that thermometer! *yells*
Had PE, was pleasantly surprised to learn that the swim team had to come back for land PT, good also lah. Can see himmmmmm. *smiles* Hmm, I'm really hungry now, can smell my dinner. Can't wait to eat, thought I've been eating so much. *grumbles* Ran a mere 1.2km and did some sit-ups and back-lifts. How boring. This Wednesday's training at Cathay East Coast. Sheesh. The whole world's complaining. I don't really care. Anywhere but Classic. Lalalaaaaa.
Can't wait to get my dearest Casio Exilim. Mmmm. Then I'll have to figure out how to set up a webbie pagie.
Loads of work due. *pouts* 2 Lit essays, 1 Geography DRQ, Maths tutorial. Miss Tan's work to prepare for, questions for meeting up with Miss J, music theory. Thank God music theory exam has been postponed to 24th May. At Raffles Institution!!!!
Glad that the problem with Suz is over, things are so much better. Had fish and pineapple rice in school today, from the stall Wild Wild West. So oily! Fat fat fat. Ahhh. Everytime I resolve to go on a eat-less diet, I end up eating more week after week.
Saw Astri today!!!! *screams* She looked so pretty, came back from U.S. for a short visit..lucky me to catch her around. *beams happily*
Missed bus 38 and had to sit at the horrible bus-stop and get bitten by mosquitoes. So many. Was practically whining away to XH. sigh. I hate blood-suckers.
Its 9.41am and I'm awake. Back from school. For only an hour of a pretty useless Chinese Listening Comprehension.
Hmm, gonna recondition my ball today, going back to Jensen's..I hope he gives me a discount *grins* But having to travel all the way down to Orchid Country Club..oh manz. I faint at the thought of the journey. Let's see. Time now. 9.50am. I have to leave in an hr's time.
Ad certainly has no brains man, how can she get her father to stop by only HALFWAY throughout the training to give her the jerseys? Not to mention that the entire team's jerseys are with her, and we'll have nothing to train in if we don't have these jerseys. She's such a brainless freak. Have been bitchin' about her since she pissed me off so bad on Wednesday..well. Its high time she did that, I've tolerated her for 3 months, of her whining, of her emotions, of her act-cute nonsense, of everything about her. Grr. I hope she doesn't get into team 1. I can practically see my bowling scores dropping due to irritation from her. Bleahz.
Called my kor just now. Kor you hear that? I want Casio Exilim. Bernz just got Nokia 7250, taking pretty stupid pictures in school, then Chris came along with his 7250 as well and made me smile and pose right in the middle of the road. How nice. And I probably look a flop there anyway. Gah. I want Casio Exilimmmmmmmmm!
Alright. Gotta run. Update again soon.
Friday, May 02, 2003Hmm, gonna recondition my ball today, going back to Jensen's..I hope he gives me a discount *grins* But having to travel all the way down to Orchid Country Club..oh manz. I faint at the thought of the journey. Let's see. Time now. 9.50am. I have to leave in an hr's time.
Ad certainly has no brains man, how can she get her father to stop by only HALFWAY throughout the training to give her the jerseys? Not to mention that the entire team's jerseys are with her, and we'll have nothing to train in if we don't have these jerseys. She's such a brainless freak. Have been bitchin' about her since she pissed me off so bad on Wednesday..well. Its high time she did that, I've tolerated her for 3 months, of her whining, of her emotions, of her act-cute nonsense, of everything about her. Grr. I hope she doesn't get into team 1. I can practically see my bowling scores dropping due to irritation from her. Bleahz.
Called my kor just now. Kor you hear that? I want Casio Exilim. Bernz just got Nokia 7250, taking pretty stupid pictures in school, then Chris came along with his 7250 as well and made me smile and pose right in the middle of the road. How nice. And I probably look a flop there anyway. Gah. I want Casio Exilimmmmmmmmm!
Alright. Gotta run. Update again soon.
still trying this out.
Went bowling today. *yawnz* I seriously have this problem of performing under stress, started pretty well. 144, 166, 159. then 120 117.
*roars*
Darling couldn't keep me company today tho' he came down to Safra to look for me. Sigh. I miss spending time with him.
Went bowling today. *yawnz* I seriously have this problem of performing under stress, started pretty well. 144, 166, 159. then 120 117.
*roars*
Darling couldn't keep me company today tho' he came down to Safra to look for me. Sigh. I miss spending time with him.